one of a kind

Dear Avia,

First: i'll tell you something, don't you realized? you've been through that kind of worst feeling by yourself. and i can say this: you're strong enough to let go :)

Second: i can say i am a happy person! horaaay! (ini ceritanya belagu mau belajar nulis blog pake English, yah namanya juga Anggie. suka-suka dia lah).
People say that there's no coincidence in this world. People, Friends, Enemies, Love, Happiness, etc etc etc. I met you (maybe) for reasons. I met a new best friend. An over-thinking one, a messy one, a stubborn one, an introvert she could be, fussy, sloppy, such a cry-baby and kind hearted.
i feel blessed because you've done something unpredictable to me. Him.
This could be a new beginning of another chapter in my life.

Third: thank you for new years eve, thank you for being a good listener and good adviser, thank you for togetherness, and thank you for everything :')


*someone better is waiting for you, you just don't know yet*
CHEERS!

cerita si teteh #1

ini cerita udah lama sih sebenernya, berhubung gw inget lagi dan daripada ketawa sendirian, yaudah deh diceritain juga biar pada nggak kaya gw. -___-

jadi, dulu pas lagi jalan-jalan ke Mal Ambasador sama ade gw, niatnya emang mau belanja dress buat kondangan. Cuman yah yang namanya cewe gak bisa dong liat yang lucu trus gak ikutan dibawa pulang juga. jadilah belanja dan banyak .___.

Sampe di sebuah toko kaset dan cd, (entah lah masih ada yang jual kaset apa nggak disana karena gak merhatiin juga), masuk lah gw dengan muka mesam-mesem senyam-senyum. langsung dong jiwa ke-snsd-an gw keluar dan grasak-grusuk nyari bagian kpop dimana. udah muter-muter keliling-keliling nggak nemu juga dong. entah mata gw siwer atau emang cd snsd nya nggak ada. bertanyalah dengan muka polos ke si Mas penjaga toko, "Mas, cd snsd the boys ada?". Si Mas dengan sigap nyariin juga ke pelosok rak-rak cd bagian lagu pop. dan nggak nemu juga. *kecewa*.
Terus dese nanya ke Mba SPV, dan dengan muka aduhai entah bingung atau memandang gw bagai seonggok anak oon, dia bilang, "Maaf Mbak, ini toko Pondok Pujian, isinya lagu Rohani semua".

WTF.
Menurut lo aje yakeleuusss snsd nyanyi lagu rohani.


Ngeloyor.
#thxbye

been there done that

Well explained.
i've never been like this before. Love and to be loved, deeply.
But, everything changes including people, and what you feel about them.
Sometimes i feel so blind to see everything because of you. because your presence.
i wonder why.

you've changed me.
you taught me how to be brave.
you taught me how to be grateful.
you taught me to remember that life had given me another chances.

i know you're happy with your choice.
and i can't do anything about it.
i smile.

I might be more happier if i let go.
let go of you.
let go of all memories.
i promise to myself that i can do better.
no more you.
no more.

it just has to be done.
it's over.

go ahead.
go get your dreams.
i'm no longer loved by you. so do i.
you're no longer loved by me.

God knows it.